To dream the impossible dream

Man!! So aggravating ... have an opportunity to get a horse ... no space or money!! :( A broke to ride Palomino!! And he is gorgeous!! He is barely a horse which would perfect for me. Especially for my first horse. And only $475!! Uggghhhh!!! So close but yet so far away ... I could get a saddle for less than $200 ... that is bridle, breastplate, saddle and in some instances, saddle pad!! Man ... the most expensive part is the trailer. But I know where I can get one for $1600 .. the thing with the trailer though, is that it can be used for several things not just pulling a horse. We could use it to pick up big stuff used to repair the house. So it would be multi purpose. Everyone thinks I am nuts for thinking about that. But I think it is wise purchase. I like the idea of taking stuff up there a little at a time. I can put stuff away then worry about bringing up the next load. It is an organizational thing. We could move the fencing up to Illinois too. Man ... life sucks sometimes!! Ugggghhhh!!!